The Way of the Heart Mastery Lesson 12

Now, we begin.

1 And again, greetings unto you, beloved and holy friends. 2. Once again, we come forth to abide with you. 3. Once again, we come forth to celebrate with you. 4. Once again, we come to abide with the Holy Mind that is the Sonship. 5. We come to abide with our brothers and sisters and we come as brothers and sisters. 6. And indeed, we come forth to abide in that process whereby the Sonship is remembering Itself as the Son - something to contemplate there. 7. Indeed, beloved friends, I am one who comes forth in this particular work, to be as the primary spokesman, through this, my beloved brother, to share that with you which already resides within you.

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2 I come forth - we come forth - to join with you who have chosen to answer a certain call to bring forth a creative expression that can signify, to the world, the Truth that alone can set this world free. 2. Free of what? 3. Free of fear, and all of the children that fear begets: guilt, dishonesty, unworthiness, limitation, the need for suffering, judgment, and the list goes on and on.

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3 But ultimately, when a gardener seeks to improve the quality of the soil from which that gardener would want his flowers to bloom forth, the gardener seeks not to look upon the effects of a weed, that is, that which is above the surface, but rather, makes haste and goes for the root. 2. And when the root has been pulled up, the effects of that weed can no more be seen.

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4 Therefore, in Truth, we come, not to improve what you would be thinking of as the surface of the garden, the surface of the soil, but to strike at the root that resides deep within the mind, in the depth which I have called the heart, or the soul. 2. All that we endeavor to do, then, is designed to uproot the weed of fear that has made a home in the depth of your being.

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5 And in this past year, as you would know time, we have endeavored to share with you what we have chosen to call, The Way of the Heart, which has required (for those of you that have truly participated in the devotion necessary to extract the wisdom which has been offered to you) - The Way of the Heart has been designed to bypass the cognitive, or thinking mind, and to strike at the roots of fear that abide in the depth of the mind, and therefore resides in a place that is, by and large, what you would call unconscious. 2. All that we do seeks to dissolve that root from the depth of your being.

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6 We cannot do this to you; we can only do it with you. 2. For never can anything be forced upon the mind of the Son of God. 3. The Holy Spirit makes no effort to usurp, or take from you, your freedom. 4. For in your freedom, all power under Heaven and Earth resides. 5. And Grace does not descend until your Father knows that you are willing to prepare a place to receive it. 6. And this is why, in the process of healing and awakening, it is not necessary to seek for Love. 7. It is only necessary to prepare the place, the soil, by choosing to discover the obstacles to Love, which all come down to fear, and to be willing to loosen that root, that it might be removed from the garden of your consciousness.

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7 And then, that Rain of Grace that purifies, transforms, awakens, and brings Christed Consciousness to the mind, can descend gently. 2. For when the rain falls upon hard ground, it strikes the soil and runs off, and the garden remains barren. 3. But the wise gardener, who has softened the soil, who has reached in and begun to pull up the roots, to sift the soil and make it soft and open and porous, with the intent of bringing forth a beautiful garden, will indeed, then, be assisted by the Rain of Grace that falls gently, without it being earned - 'tis given freely.

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8 This year, Drops of Grace have been offered to you in each and every one of your months. 2. Some you have received: some you have not noticed. 3. Some are waiting to penetrate the deeper levels of your consciousness as you continue in your willingness to release fear. 4. And suddenly, a Pearl of Grace that has not yet been received, will sink deep. [Snaps fingers] 5. And the recognition will come, the awakening will come. 6. And suddenly you will find yourself saying, Wait a minute. This insight, this vision, this realization I've just had, it sounds like something that was on tape number one. Hmm. I think I'll go back and listen. Yes, there it is! I wonder why I didn't notice it the first time? 7. It is simply the natural process in which the Drops of Rain of Grace had not yet a place to be received.

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9 Understand then, and this is of great importance as we move into this next year, that all that transpires from this point rests on how well the gardener has cultivated the soil with the tools that have been given. 2. If they have not been utilized, the soil remains hard, and the drops of rain run off and pool in the side of the garden, waiting for the soil to be properly prepared. 3. Of all of these, that which can continue, and will continue, to serve you in the greatest, will be the simple five-minute practice of abiding as Christ, and observing all that you see, all that you feel, all that you think, as though a perfectly Awakened Christ was the only One sitting in that chair.

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10 I know that this sounds simplistic for you, but the way is easy and without effort.
2. Complexity is born of the world, and not from the Mind of God. 3. Therefore, continue well in that practice, and allow it to be the foundation from which soil is prepared, the roots of fear are loosened, even in ways that you cannot comprehend with the thinking mind.
4. For the roots of fear are not merely ideas. 5. They are the effects of ideas. 6. They've been allowed to penetrate deep into what you call the unconscious. 7. This is why The Way of Transformation - which is, by the way, the entitlement, the title, that we will give what is to be shared during your next calendar year - it is why The Way of Transformation requires not striving, but allowing: not thinking, but letting go . . . feeling; not doing, but trusting.

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11 Those roots of fear must be dissolved at a level that is deeper than the conscious thinking mind can reach. 2. The mind was never designed to be your master, but to become aligned as a servant of the Awakened Heart, just like the flower blooms and sends forth its scent for all to see, from the depth of the soil that is unseen but has been well prepared, so that the only roots that gather nourishment from the soil are the roots of that which speaks of Life and beauty, not that which speaks of fear and unworthiness.

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12 Seek you, then, to seek no more. 2. For the place is prepared for you, and you need only go to it. 3. Therefore, we will be cultivating more deeply the art of surrendering, resting ever more deeply into that place of silence which is the threshold to perfect Wisdom Divine. 4. The Way of the Heart is the preparation of the soil which allows The Way of Transformation to truly occur. 5. And transformation is not complete unless it envelops, encompasses, and is expressed through, the very life you know, right there on your speck of dust, whirling about one sun in a small part of one universe - your Earth, your time frame, your relationships, your experience, your life as you know it, as you live it, as you breathe it, as you feel it!

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13 So, to many of you that are listening (and the breath is beginning to stop), let the breath flow and realize that, with your grand technologies, you have the freedom to go back and see if there is anything you missed. 2. As you do that, do it from a place of Christedness: I am that one choosing to enter The Way of Transformation whereby human consciousness, the human lived experience, becomes the living expression, the fruit which has sprung forth from the soil in which the root of Grace and of Love and of healing has been well planted.
3. Not from the perspective that you are doing something amiss, but out of the desire to be the master gardener, who brings forth that fruit which extends beauty and the scent of joy for all to be received, for all to see, for all to marvel at.

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14 And yet, that beauty that springs forth from the gardener's beautiful garden does not build up the ego of the master gardener, for a master gardener knows that he or she has only been the keeper of the soil. 2. But the magic that brings forth the flower is not his or her possession, it is merely that which you have been given stewardship over: consciousness.
3. And consciousness is the gift of Life, streaming forth from the Mind of God. 4. Your mind, then, is the soil of the garden. 5. And all awakening, and all transformation, occurs nowhere save in that garden.

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15 And right away, some of you are still seeking to understand the mind by seeing it as something that is locked inside the shape of your skull, and is somehow co-habitating with what you call the gray matter of the brain. 2. Rest assured, your mind is unlimited forever.
3. And the body that sits in the chair, in your five minute exercise, is as a drop of foam being expressed at the slightest tip of one wave in an infinite ocean. 4. And that ocean is itself within the unlimited expanse of your Mind. 5. You are Consciousness as such - Pure Spirit!

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16 The only question, then, is: Are you willing to allow that drop of foam to be transformed into that which fully and always expresses only the Love of God, even though that expression is still temporary because the body has arisen in the field of time and disappears in the field of time? 2. Are you willing to say, "What the heck!" and allow that Love to be as fully embodied as it is possible for it to be, for the split second that the body is in this world?

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17 For rest assured, to the degree that you turn your attention to expressing mastery, which is the effect of The Way of Transformation in this world, in this time, in this little tiny moment - to the degree that you do that, to the degree that you use time wisely to be the embodied Christ, rest assured that when the body drops away, and it veils from you no longer the magnificence of the Light you are, the Light will not be blinding to you. 2. And you will not contract in fear. 3. You'll merely let this world go, gently, and as easily as a child has put away a toy that has been outgrown, because its usefulness is complete. 4. All that you see - the body, your relationships, your devices, your stars and your winds and your waters - will eventually be put aside by you, not out of denial, but simply out of recognizing that their usefulness is over.

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18 Indeed, beloved friends, as we then come to the completion of this one brief year together, look well to see that no Drops of Grace have been ignored. 2. Open the heart ever more deeply. 3. Allow those pearls, those Drops of Rain, of Grace, to penetrate ever more deeply, not just as ideas in the thinking mind, but as feelings in the cells of the body. 4. Let it create for you a sweetness in the flow of breath, a sensitivity in the way your foot rests upon the soil of the Earth with each step. 5. Let it begin to transform the way in which you rest your hand upon the shoulder of your brother or sister. 6. Allow that sweetness to permeate your gaze as you look upon another - seeing the Christ within them that is growing into a beautiful flower whose scent and beauty will be as a blessing to many. 7. For there is no one among you who is not the evolving Christ. 8. And remember always that what you see is what you get, in the same way that as you teach, you learn.

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19 Look well, then, and ask yourself this: Who do I know in my existence whom I have judged, and locked into a certain box, and I have decided that is all they are? 2. There you will find a fruitful meditation for the remainder of your time until we begin that which will be called The Way of Transformation. 3. In other words, you have about thirty days to take the time, and use it wisely, to allow the names, the images, the faces of those that you've done that to, to let them come back to you, to say: You know, mother, father, ex-mate - whatever it is - I get it. I've placed you in a box and thrown away the key. You're stuck, so I have said. 4 And now, I release you, that I might be released.

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20 And contemplate their image. 2. Allow the memories of the experiences you have shared with them to come back. 3. If there are feelings, by all means, let yourself feel them. 4. Gaze upon them, in your mind, until you feel that sweetness that dissolves the imprisonment into which you've placed them. 5. For as that imprisonment begins to melt, you will sense and know that your freedom is blossoming.

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21 You cannot take fear into Love. 2. You cannot take judgment into forgiveness. 3. You cannot take limitation into unlimitedness. 4. These things must be released at the level in which they were first created. 5. Therefore, make note that this practice should not be overlooked. 6. Give yourself thirty days with the goal to truly go back and - shall we say - mop up any forgiveness or releasing that you need yet to do. 7. Don't let the mind say, I don't know if I did that well enough. 8. For understand, it is the Comforter that releases you and the other, through your willingness to allow it to occur.

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22 Now there are some effects. 2. This will mean that when you've truly done that, never again do you have any justification or excuse for attaching any experience you have had, any feelings you have ever felt - shall we say, to the hook on the side of their imprisonment that you've placed them in. 3. Often, the human mind, the egoic mind, wants to hang the coat of its judgment on the hook just outside the bars in which you have locked someone: That which I have experienced is the result of my father's alcoholism. That which I have experienced in life is the result of my mother having forty thousand affairs a week. That which I have experienced is the result of my business partner who has stolen my golden coins. - and all of the rest. That which has caused my suffering is the result of the position of the stars in the sky when I chose incarnation. 4. If only they would have gotten it right, I would be okay.

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23 It is time, fully, as we conclude this year of The Way of the Heart (and to those who will be concluding it many years hence). 2. I say unto you, do not enter The Way of Transformation until you've truly and fully satisfied your awareness that you are not clinging to even the subtlest iota of perception that, in any way, you are a victim of the world you see. 3. Nothing has been caused by your relationships. 4. All of them have merely shown you what you have already decided will be true. 5. The world, then, is not the cause of anything. 6. You merely see what you have used the freedom of your consciousness to concoct about yourself.

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24 Lack is not caused by taxation. 2. Taxation is caused by the decision to need to believe that there is a power outside of yourself that needs all of your energy. 3. Government does not cause you to be subservient. 4. Your sense of being subservient, guilt ridden, weak, and limited is what births the idea of government. 5. And then some of you, as loving brothers and sisters, say: Well, I'll play that part. 6. And they become your politicians that, pardon the language, create the "pissing off" feeling that you have.

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25 The world is uncaused by anything, save the choices you have made as a free consciousness. 2. You've concocted the thought, immersed yourself in that which reflects back to you what you have already decided to believe. 3. This means that The Way of Transformation is that way in which one becomes empowered, in every moment, to become fully responsible for clearly deciding what they will see, and that they will not settle for anything less. 4. The better you get at this, the quicker it happens. 5. Until one reaches the point where miracles occur.

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26 And yet, they are only miraculous to those that do not understand how consciousness works. 2. And you can achieve that place in which you hold out the palm of the hand and desire the sweetest tasting apple that has ever been created, and it will, literally, appear in the palm of your hand. 3. Of course, at that point, you will be well beyond any need, whatsoever, to even hold the thought of requiring physical form.

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27 You will begin, then, to get a sense of your mastery by being able to look at the world you are seeing and observing clearly what's been changing in it, and how quickly and effortlessly that which the heart truly desires, because it's in alignment with the Mind of God, becomes manifested, effortlessly. 2. When the gap between the pure desire and the manifested reflection of it is smaller and smaller and smaller, you will literally sense in the feeling body that mastery is growing, and that you are merely a Child of God playing, without ceasing, in the sandbox of all possibilities called the Mind . . . and that there is, literally, nothing out there that is solid, nothing out there that is unrelated to you.

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28 So! That's where we're going, if you wish to come along on the journey, if you are willing to truly become committed to uprooting every root of fear that has taken hold within the depth of the mind that has been rendered unconsciousness because of your hatred of yourself. 2. It is called the separation from God. 3. And therefore, because it has become unconscious, it has ruled you. 4. Time to release the un-rule-able, by allowing that alone which can uproot the root of fear to come and take up its rightful place within you: Christ-Mindedness.

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29 So! You have your homework before you, then. Go within and ask: When that third tape came and I listened to it, but I was trying to watch the game of the football on the television, I wonder if I missed something? Hmm. 2 When I listened to tape number seven, but was on the way to having the dinner date with that new body that looked so enticing to me, did I really sit with it and extract all of the pearls that were offered? 3. Perhaps I will go back and really set aside an hour in which I deliberately set the world aside and - what you do when you call it the "hanging on every word."

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30 And yet, with a relaxed body and a soft breath and a non-grasping mind, be you therefore like a sponge that allows the raindrops to be absorbed into the self, and that is all. 2. Knowledge is not a cognitive struggle. 3. It is not the arranging of ideas in some order that satisfies the thinking mind. 4. Knowledge is the receiving of a vibration that begins to soften the soil of the heart and dissolves the root of fear from your being. 5. Knowledge is that which is the result of the transformation of the garden that you have been given and entrusted with - the field of mind that is you. 6. And that mind pervades the body. 7. It pervades the space around you and melds and dances with other infinite webs of relationship called other minds - energy dancing into energy, unlimited forever, out of which all things of time are birthed and pass away.

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31 So, you see, where I abide is everywhere at once. 2. And so do you; you simply don't know it yet. 3. I abide with an infinite array of friends who have realized the Truth and have been set free. 4. They are infinitely creating, without ceasing, that which extends their treasure, which is the good, the holy, and the beautiful. 5. Many have given you images of choirs of angels singing the praises of God. 6. It's the same thing.

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32 For when extension of joy becomes free to express only the good, the holy, and the beautiful, it is like a vibration of many notes, a choir of creative consciousnesses, sparks of divinity, who abide in perfect unlimitedness and know it, and ceaselessly extend their deepest bliss by allowing the good and the holy and the beautiful to flow through them from the infinite, mysterious, ungraspable, uncontainable Mind That Is - God - as the sunlight of the sun creates and streams through many sunbeams that extend out to the far reaches of your universe as light, out of which planets are birthed, and animals and water and trees and birds and man.

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33 Imagine, then, that that is your destiny, to take up your rightful place beside me, to join your brothers and sisters in infinite and perfect creativity, like a harp player would ceaselessly run the fingers across the strings, creating the most beautiful notes. 2. And the combinations never cease. 3. And in every moment, you experience the fruit of the flowers springing forth from the garden that you have well prepared to receive the Rain of Grace - evermore, evermore, evermore, the good, the holy, and the beautiful flowing through your unobstructed mind that rests in perfect marriage, or union, with That which is your Creator, your Source.

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34 Not a bad way to spend eternity! 2. But if you look ahead, and feel that there is a distance between where you are and where that reality is, you will miss the opportunities required, right where you are, to practice where you're going, by being it now. 3. You have heard it said that a journey of a thousand miles begins with the first step. 4. And the beginning is every bit as important as the end. 5. For in the beginning, the end is already present. 6. The Way of Transformation, then, asks you to truly become present where you are, to deliberately and consciously cultivate, with every thought and every breath, the willingness necessary that allows the root of fear to be dissolved, so that the good, and the holy, and the beautiful is all that emanates from you, like a beacon being sent out to creation around you.

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35 Do not delay. 2. Do not waste time. 3. Time can, indeed, be wasted. 4. But listen well, for time can also waste. 5. You have a saying we would perceive in many of your silly little movies, where someone gets "wasted." I'll go and waste Charlie. 6. How many times have you been the mafia leader that has said to yourself, Well, I think I'll just waste myself? 7. How many ways have you gone unconscious? 8. How many ways have you numbed your feelings? 9. How many ways have you judged your brother or sister? 10. How many ways have you decided to hold onto thoughts that say, I could never do that. What's the point? It's a waste. 11. Oh, yes! 12. You just put a gun to your head and pulled the trigger.
13. You've wasted yourself by wasting time.

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36 Every moment is as a doorway through which the good, and the holy, and the beautiful can be expressed, the cultivation of the consciousness through which the power to do so grows. 2. Oh, beloved friends, those moments of your time are very precious! 3. Do not look out upon the world and go, Well, what the heck, it's just the same old world.
4. Remember, then, as you begin to come to the completion of this year's Way of the Heart, that what you see outside of you is only the reflection of what you have allowed to live within you.

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37 And simply ask: Is this what I wish to continue? What do I truly want? What is this, my very consciousness, for? What do I commit myself to? What do I say I believe? Where do I freely choose to place the power of valuation? 2. For what you value, you experience [snaps fingers] immediately. 3. And the world will bow down and say, Very well. You have let us know what you value. We will mirror it back to you, because we love you, because we're a part of you. And heaven forbid that we would take away your free will.

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38 So if you value hopelessness, the world will be a hopeless place. 2. If you value lack of golden coins, you will continue to see lack of golden coins - flow of energy is all that means. 3. If you value loneliness, you will continue to be alone. 4. If you value the right to be in judgment of another, you will experience the fruit of separation.

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39 If you value sweetness, sweetness will come. 2. If you value receiving Love - listen to this carefully - if you value receiving Love, the world will begin to show up at your doorstep in completely different embodiments. 3. Different vibrations, different thought patterns will be mirrored back to you that let you receive Love. 4. For nothing can be received until the place is prepared for it to enter. 5. And you can only give what you have been willing to receive. 6. If you receive a drop of water into your glass, that is all that you can give to another. 7. But he that receives all, gives all. 8. And he that gives all, receives tenfold more.

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40 So, it has been a good year. 2. And we have watched with great amusement, at times, but always great compassion, and always perfect patience, and always perfect Love. 2. We have called out to you across space and time, and if you have heard the call, the connection, the relationship with us is already established. 3. There’s been no bridge to cross, merely the willingness to receive what is true: Jeshua is available for me always. Mary is available for me always. 4. The one you would call as my friend, as Germain, is available for you always. 5. The entire family, lineage, of masters that have sought through time to create a frequency and a vibration that can dissolve the effects of the negative thinking that you have extended out of your mind, that creates like the smoke and the veil around you - to dissolve that - all of us are available to you, and our number is legion!

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41 Rest assured, you are not alone. 2. And in any moment, you need only call upon me, and I am with you. 3. And I do not come alone! 4. For some of you, then, we would highly suggest that in those moments when you feel like you need a little help, when fear seems to be coming up but you know you must go ahead, whether it be to spend golden coins to go visit some teacher, whether it be to tithe to some church, whatever it be, whatever you think you're fearing, simply say: Legions of angels and masters and friends, whose number is infinite beyond comprehension, you who are sent directly of God to assist me over the ditch, come now, because I declare it and I receive it. 5. And therefore it IS!

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42 And then take the step that is necessary to take. 2. It will not be your imagination.
3. We will be with you. 4. And the perfect end is certain. 5. Fear is nothing more than the illusion you have chosen to value in order to experience what it's like to feel separate from Love. 6. That's all. 7. You merely waved your cosmic magic wand and said: Let there be fear so I can experience it. 8. That's all.

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43 We love you. 2. Beyond your present comprehension, we love you. 3. Beyond all comprehension, even at what you might perceive to be our level of functioning, is the presence of God's Love, which we seek to merely pour forth to you, that by giving, we continually receive. 4. You see, the Laws of Consciousness work for us just like they work for you! 5. We're just more aware of them, that's all.

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44 That Love which God Is is incomprehensible forever! 2. The Sunbeam can never comprehend the Sun. 3. I am a Sunbeam to that Sun. 4. You are a Sunbeam to that Sun.
5. We are therefore made of One Substance, and that Substance alone sustains us throughout eternity. 6. And the greatest of joys is to surrender fully into allowing That Light to light your way without ceasing.

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45 And she that releases the world, embraces the Creator. 2. And he that releases fear, remembers Love. 3. She that embodies forgiveness, lives at peace. 4. And he that relinquishes control, knows perfect trust. 5. And that Awakened Christ that has surrendered the knot of fear, called "I," rests in unlimitedness forever, in perfect communion with all of Creation. 6. And that union never ceases. 7. It merely expands and extends as Life comes forth, Creation comes forth, extending the good, the holy, and the beautiful.

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46 A flower that blooms in the spring for a day is the good, the holy, and the beautiful. 2. The bird that alights upon your fence and sings its morning song has come forth from that infinite perfect Sun. 3. And its notes extend the joy of the Son of God. 4. The smile upon one of your brothers and sisters, who has received a Pearl of Grace through you, is Creation Itself and is the presencing of the good, the holy, and the beautiful. 5. The rays of sunlight that dance upon the oceans of this world, creatively sing forth the good, the holy and the beautiful. 6. Every loving thought that you allow to be cultivated in the garden of your own mind extends the good, the holy, and the beautiful.

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47 Therefore, sing that song without ceasing. 2. And be willing, as we close this year, to celebrate your willingness to embrace, with perfect deliberateness, your creativity and the power you have, the dominion over that which is planted in the soil of your mind. 3. Prepare that soil well as you complete this year, that the Pearls of Grace might bring you in to The Way of Transformation.

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48 And with that, beloved friends, by the time you hear this you will have celebrated your birth date as those sunbeams which are expressed through these stories of the birth of Christ into the world. 2. Seeming that it occurred two thousand years ago? 3. For me. 4. Is it not time now for you to let that same birthing be fully completed in you?

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49 Therefore, we bring this message to a close, for now. 2. Know that it has been our honor and our joy to abide with you. 3. And there is a whole host of beings encircling you every moment you remember that you have chosen to answer a call that can be traced to the very Mind of God. 3. Who has reached out to call His Creation, you, back to Himself, so that you can deliberately extend Love without ceasing.

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50 Yes, we will have that which is called the question/answer period. 2. But for now, we bid you peace. 3. We give you Love. 4. We hold you with perfect patience, knowing the Truth that is true, alone, about you. 5. And we will never leave you.

Peace, then, be unto you always. Amen.

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51 Jeshua we have some questions that came up at the Christmas celebration. 2. The first one is, On the day of your crucifixion, it was told that you spoke the words, Father, why hast Thou forsaken me? Can you elaborate on that?

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52 A: That is always the proper question. 2. First, I have, indeed, given forth this answer to a certain one that you're aware of. 3. We would highly suggest that you merely obtain that answer, for it was not given to be kept and held in privacy. 4. Now, we would amend it by saying that I've felt guilty about that statement ever since. [Laughter]

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53 Beloved friend, if I have not touched every kernel of humanity and the experience of it that you have known, it is useless for you to listen to me. 2. And I have nothing to offer you. 3. Therefore, to have come into your world and to have, shall we say, made myself impervious to pain, doubt, guilt, tears, laughter, anger, you name it - yes, even lust - to have done that would have rendered my relationship with you meaningless.

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54 That is what we'll give as an amendment, a clarification, a driving home a very important point that can then be amended or added to the answer that you will extract, that has already been given. 2. Does that make sense for you?

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55 It is a very good question, but in the end, bring it around a little further and ask of yourself: Why have I said, "Father, why have you forsaken me?" Hmm 2. Something to be pondered.


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56 Another question is, There seem to be many, many women who tap into memories and experiences as being Mary Magdalene. 2. Can you talk about that, or the fragmentation of that one soul?

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57 Beloved friend, we would suggest here there are many in what you call the male body that also hold secretly that very same thing, a little more deeply, because they would perceive that it would truly be seen or perceived as insanity. 2. Well, since I only have this kind of apparatus . . . what you call the plumbing and that which helps to - in the procreation process of the body, since it is of a certain type, surely I could not possibly have ever known incarnation in any other kind of form. 3. So, if I say to another "I believe I've tapped into being - having been - Mary, the one that you speak of," but then I would certainly be laughed at. 4. Because, after all, my chest has too much hair on it. 5. But no, I don't believe I'm just the body! [Laughter]

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58 Now, what occurs? 2. In the beginning, Mind is One. 3. You - we speak to all you's - were That Mind. 4. A dream was dreamt in which fragmentation seems to have occurred.
5. In that fragmentation, it is as though many individual Points of Light, Souls, Sparks of Divinity, call yourself whatever you want, call yourself a Burp in the Mind of God . . . it doesn't matter. 6. That is the result of the dream of separation, which, in Reality, never occurred.

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59 It does rather boggle the mind - thank God for that! 2. In that process, many worlds have been birthed, and continue to be birthed, by Mind as It perceives Itself as fragmented. 3. In one tiny, tiny, tiny speck of dust or speck of Light, a world was birthed that you call the Earth, and all life forms with it. 4. And in that tiny speck, a time frame was evolved or created in which human bodies were given names. 5. And minds believe themselves to be, much as you still do yet today, that you are somehow something other than the one who sits apart or across from you, just because there's a body that creates the perception that there's a distance from you.

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60 One such very temporary illusory fragmentation is That One known as Mary of Magdalene, Mary of Magdala. 2. Within that dream, one emerged known as Jeshua ben Joseph. 3. And in the process of that expression of that dream, these two, shall we say, looked upon each other and went, Oh, my goodness! How sweet it is! 4. That is, as souls, as yet still parts of that dream - it's not that we're from someplace higher than you. 5. We're all in it together, since Mind is One.

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61 In that dream, there was relationship, 2000 years ago in embodied form, between two Sparks of the same Mind, manifesting as individualized consciousness. 2. One is called Jeshua, one is called Mary. 3. And a rather nice friendship evolved in which one seemed to serve as the teacher and the savior, and the healer of the other, who then, in turn, served as supporter, healer and awakener of the other.

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62 Now here's the point: That individualized focus of Light lives within everyone.
2. How could it be other than that? 3. Just as I, as an individualized aspect of the dream, abide wholly in everyone. 4. You, again speaking to all of you, could not begin to recognize me as Jeshua ben Joseph, that individualized Spark of Divinity that somehow got its "stuff" cleared up enough to remember the Truth and let it shine through. 5. You could not know me or remember me, if I was not you. 6. It takes One to recognize One.

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63 So when you approach the question of Mary Magdalene from the perspective that there is something separate from yourself to begin with, you'll end up with all kinds of fantastic perceptions and philosophies. 2. Now, within the dream, That One, who's really you, experienced a process of healing and awakening, a transformation, a healing of the heart, experienced relationship with me and many others, experienced passion and sensuality - what you call the little sparks that excite the cells. 3. When This One died - and death is an illusion - that crystallized contraction of energy has, in itself, never incarnated again.

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64 However, it has - in a sense, you could perceive it this way - extended or radiated aspects or strands of Light of its own being that have made a home in other individualized body-minds. 2. And therefore, in the process of healing and awakening, This One needs to be looked upon as a symbol of an aspect of the part of consciousness that is awakening within yourself - that part that can recognize and love Christ and take Christ into its arms, your arms, and embrace it as the Beloved.

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65 It is time to release the insane perception that there is a separate you, distinct from all other you's, that has incarnated over and over again. 2. We talk this way because a teacher must have a form of language that the student can understand. 3. But the point is to lead beyond that language and understanding, to release the attachment and the value that has been placed on an individualized past. 4. And to anyone who feels that they must have been Mary: You're not special. 5. Do not make the egoic mistake of claiming That One as yourself, in order to feel special or closer to God.

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66 Your value is not found in the past. 2. It is not found in who you were, but in who you are choosing to be now. 3. And if your name is Fred or Ralph or Hazel, it doesn't matter. 4. For Hazel can be just as Christed as Mary ever was. 5. And indeed, Hazel must become Christed in order to be free.

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67 It is the egoic mind that looks to the past. 2. It is the egoic mind that requires specialness. 3. It is the egoic mind that simply refuses to let you, so to speak, settle in to be Hazel, or Fred, or George, or Anastasia. 4. These are merely sounds floating in the ethers that designate a temporary aspect of Christ's incarnation. 5. So you're beginning to see, then, why there can be so many Mary's. 6. Some are sincerely tapping into that aspect of the One Mind. 7. Some need to create the illusion that they were That One because they refuse to heal the holes in their bucket where they are, and seek to reach back and find that energy in another and make it their own. 8. It is called special relationship.

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68 Look well, then, and see: Is there anything lingering in me which needs to reach out to grab another part of myself in some ancient past so that I can finally feel I have some measure of worthiness? 2. The only thing that defines your worthiness is how well you are choosing to be the embodiment of Christed Consciousness now.

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69 This is why I once taught, and continue to teach, that belief in reincarnation is not necessary for awakening. 2. And if you think it is, you may rest assured that, if there's anything unhealed from the past. it is with you now. 3. Learn to look only to how you are now. 4. For there you will discover the effects of what was not healed in what you perceive to be the past.

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70 You need not go to the great Akashic Record Library and research yourself on the cosmic microfiche of the world in order to discover who you were, so that you will understand why you're such a schmuck now. [Laughter] There, I finally got it! Whew! Ah, that explains everything. 2. As you down yet another beer. 3. You are creating your schmuckness nowhere but right now. 4. So, will you be the princess of schmuckdom? 5. Or will you don the cloak of one who assumes complete responsibility for creating their experience?

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71 To those that seem to feel an affection for the John's, and the Mary's, and the Peter's, the Judas's, notice that it's coming up in your consciousness so that you can make the decision to love that expression of the dream and see the Christedness that is its essence. 2. Bring it into yourself. 3. Love it. 4. Let it go. 5. Let it be assimilated to that which you are.

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72 Therefore, for all of you, then, to contemplate, especially if you're feeling some affection or attraction or identification with this Mary, why not stop keeping Her at arm's length and. in your meditation, ask yourself: What are the qualities of That One that make me feel so affectionate toward Her? 2. What is it in Her that I desire to have within myself?
3. And bring those qualities in. 4. Again, as though you were a sponge. 5. Make them part of your being. 6. Overcome the fragmentation that has occurred in the dream of separation.
7. Does that make sense for you?

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73 Now, I know that what I've just shared might give a few a bit of a start when they hear these words. 2. If it does, it only means that they're yet needing to perceive themselves as having some special form of relationship that somehow got lost in an ancient past. 3. No. It is not lost. 4. And they must take another step and realize that they have to start doing the work, if that is what it is perceived to be, of getting on with what has not been completed here and now, Am I embodying Christed consciousness? 5. Yes or no. 6. What steps do I need to take to do that? 7. That's all there ever is. 8. That should suffice for now. 9. The only other alternative, of course, is to remain in the kingdom of schmuckness.

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74 The last question that was mentioned over the weekend was, that you had mentioned you're coming through 2003 or so other people. And there have been several people out there claiming to have channeled St. Germain. And we have been told by Johah that nobody does channel St. Germain. They only receive thought forms. So the question is: Are there people out there who are authentically channeling our mutual friend, St. Germain?

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75 You're asking what is called a technological, philosophical question. 2. You are doing what is called the "mincing of words." 3. It is the effect that matters.

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76 We would suggest here for you that This One, my friend who was once my - almost - my executioner . . .that, indeed, is symbolic for you. 2. For who do you perceive as your executioner? 3. That One communicates with many. 4. For That One has long since learned to assume responsibility for those assigned to Him. 5. That One does communicate through thought forms to a multitude of beings. 6. That One, by the way, still pops in and manifests a body whenever He wishes - just to spend a few moments on a park bench with an old friend. 7. This One lives in complete unlimitedness.

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77 Therefore, to the degree that those minds receiving This One's thought forms are continually at work keeping their garden well-cultivated and free of egoism do, indeed, reflect very accurately that which This One would seek to transmit. 2. As you would understand that which you are calling channeling, in which this One's consciousness blends with the temporarily-crystallized form that you call a certain individual, in order to speak through the mind, the mental field, the language structure of that one to others, This One, my friend, does indeed do that, from time to time. 3. But as you would perceive it, the number of those through whom that effective blending is occurring is very, very small. 4. We would say that you could count the number as less than the fingers on two hands.

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78 But there are a multitude who receive This One's thought forms, and a multitude who do a very, very good job of transmitting those thought pictures, those images, those thoughts, into a language that conveys His message to those in your world. 2. Does that help you in that regard?

79 Response: Much.

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80 Always what matters is this: Anyone who serves as what your world is now referring to as a channel has the very same work in front of them, constantly, that anyone does - the work of constant self-cultivation, surrender, allowing, trusting, letting go, letting go of egoic consciousness, letting go of need for specialness, staying in observation of how one is truly being. 2. Surrendering, surrendering, surrendering. 3. I'm not the maker and the doer. 4. I'm not the one who knows anything. 5. I need nothing from anyone. 6. Who do I need to let off the hook? 7. How deeply can I master forgiveness? 8. And all of the rest. 9. That is primary. 10. And, in fact, the relationship, such as the one between my beloved brother and myself, is one that accentuates the need for that one to practice these things.

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81 We would also say here that it is possible, and Germain is one of these who can overcome the impediments within the consciousness of another to get their thought form well planted, well received. 2. So it's kind of a mutual thing. 3. The channel must always be involved in the same work that everyone's involved in, because everyone is a channel. 4. And nothing is manifested through them, save the frequencies that they are allowing to make a home in their mind . . . those that channel my beloved friend, as you would call Him, as St. Germain . . . although, where we abide, sometimes we joke about the 'saint' part of that.
5. Now, those that are channeling Him, then, are no different than you. 6. They need to keep doing their own inner work. 7. Their goal should not be to rest, but to continually desire to be the embodiment of Christ Itself. 8. Not to rest on their laurels, so to speak.

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82 At the same time, rest assured that we are capable of insuring that the purity of that vibration be maintained. 2. Because, when it isn't, we simply pull away. 3. If egoic consciousness begins to take root in any channel, we simply, shall we say, "put it on a shelf" and wait until later. 4. And it is only you who can discern whether what is being spoken is flowing from us or is merely the repetition of a record that has already been implanted in that one. 5 Then they've reached a certain limit of their own growth and we have departed. 6. And you are well aware of that. 7. It is a vibration that you sense, even in the cellular structure of the body.

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83 Does that help you in regard to that question?
Response: Yes. Thank you.
Jeshua: Indeed. So have you any other questions?
Response: No.
Jeshua: Rest assured, unto you we would say that, in the weeks to come, a multitude of questions you did not know exist will come into the surface of the consciousness.
Response: I'm sure.
Jeshua: For only one reason: so that you can embrace them with the answers that you already know. And, thereby, be freed of the past.
Response: Amen.
Jeshua: Very well then, as you have spoken.

Amen.
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