Journalings

This is very interesting to me as I was repeating it over and over again as I watch my breath. The word that stuck out was the word "was.'' What got my attention as I read the lesson that the word described to be a preexistent state from the one I am experiencing Now. I imagined, imaged or visualized in my mind the idea, if I was transported to the time of birth as far as this personality existence goes and say these words, "I loose the world from all I thought it was." I must realize that I had and existence before all this was born in me, instead I was born in it.

The world I perceived when I took my first breath was already the world I thought it was meaning before a prior existence. Now what was interesting about that is that I am teaching Astrology 101 and the first talk was about reincarnation and the idea of karma of past deeds and that when you look at a individuals chart,you are looking at what that individual thought the world was and that he is here now in this 3rd dimensional perspective to choose again and loose the world from all that he thought it was.

The chart of an individual or an entity is a look at a personality and one aspect of Astrology is the study of the Personality or the ego the divided self of man. In observing the chart one can see the choices one has already made in time and therefore his or her potential for change and rebirth or transformation not as an limited self or ego that appears to be ruled by the stars, but a soul or an individuality that is the expression for the Whole Self of man the Christ or the Son of the living God.

Journalings

Lesson 125 In quiet I receive Gods word to day.

The first thing that came to my mind as I read the lesson today is that there is a quiet place already there in your mind and that there is a reality to these words, “In quiet I receive Gods Word today.” Today is always the present and the quiet is that place of silence within your mind where there is no thinking. It is a calm so deep and interpenetratable that nothing on the outside can penetrate it, only the mind itself in the form of attention. When one places their attention on this point or place of stillness the Holy Place one finds that there is depth and that the depth is endless and supportive at the same time.

When one speaks the words of power and transformation from that place of stillness as if you are the true Self that speaketh (you are the Son of God) there is Movement and a stirring of a Knowingness and a awareness that one Knows thy Self as the one that speaketh. At first it seemeth that the words are speaking outside from that place of the outer mind. Then as one repeateth the Word over and over slowly and silently with the breath and one is focusing on that silence within placing ones attention there in the quiet. Now if there is a disturbance or a distraction coming from the outer mind or the invitation to be distracted, one then notices it and brings one’s attention back to the stillness. Then, if one has lost that place momentarily, then one again brings the attention to the breathing, chanting the mantra until once again one finds that place of stillness and brings the attention there again. I find as I rest my attention there and listen in the stillness there is something that speaks to mind and stirs my awareness to a activity within where I am still at rest. It is very comforting and I feel like sinking deeper into this stillness.

I am feeling this intuitive part of me is now telling me things and I feel guidance from within. Some of the things are pretty mundane at first and then the mundane becomes transformed into the magnificent. I am open to receive Gods Word and I by hearing it am transformed with a new mind.

One of the thoughts that came to my mind in an instant was that I was not aging but becoming youthful that I had reach a point in my awareness where I am returning back to my source the fountain of Youth and so my body too is returning back to its youth vibrant and alive with a new zest for life and vigor.

My body is not aging and decaying but it is youthing and agelessing . I need to watch my self talk that tells me my body is getting old and will decay in time. Instead I am telling my body and I am speaking to my mind that I am youthful and I am returning to full awareness of my eternal youth that never ages nor never dies. I am eternal spirit.

The Word that I am speaking has Authority because it speaks the Truth of what I am. When you speak the truth from that place of being and the one Mind it is then truth you are speaking. The Word has life and is able to move mountains if that is what it decrees and therefore can move any obstacles on your path because it witnesses for what is beyond and is yet here right now. There are no stones to trip on or obstacles to bar your Way.This Word if you speak it will calm you mind and still your breath and heal all that which is not whole just in the same way that Jesus healed the sick and calmed the Sea this is the same Word of Power. It is the Word of a Knowing Mind the Mind of God is that which speaks.

Use this Word as an expression of the Will of God being set in motion. The Word of Power sets all things in motion all creation is in motion because of this Word. It is Love in motion. The thing I am remembering is I can only receive this Word when I am still. It is then the Word speaks to you. I have no thoughts of my own separate from what Gods Thoughts are and the Word that speaketh in my mind and in my mouth are the Thoughts of God and that is what God is being right now in me.

Now this direction of your mind as Gods mind may very well say to you get a job or check the news paper, or cross the street. Go this way. It will always I am hearing speak to your greatest need the one that you are now ready to express and identifies for you fulfillment and where you are most willing and ready. It will always speak to where you are right now and because it knows what you need before you ask it, It will identify that need to you and the way you may experience your need being filled.

In quiet I am hearing and I am receiving what God Word is to me and now I am speaking it to you. Shh, and listen. Listen in Joy! Listen in Peace, but listen.

----- You are neither behind the point of perfection nor are you advancing toward it. You are at the point of perfection and it is from there you must understand your self from. http://illuminedmindedawakenings.blogspot.com/ Namaste The Divinity in me greets the Divinity in you.

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What is the truth for me now. The truth for me now is I think with God because I think with Gods Mind. What does that mean for me to think with Gods Mind. it means all of Gods eternal thoughts are mine and with them create new experiences for me and the world I see.

Now when I choose to be still and listen for the Truth. I can separate God thoughts from mine and what I find is that my thoughts are not eternal but always changing in time and they are thoughts that are old or in the past meaning they have already been made or thought of before. It is the Holy Spirit or my right mind that does this through me.

With Gods Thoughts they are always new and fresh and they are thoughts that I have never thought of before that are empowering, supportive to a new way of being in peace. love and joy. Where as for me my thoughts that I think separate from what God thinks or creates are not supportive of who and what I am the Truth that is in me.

So what I do to end the separation of my mind with Gods is to give my thought that are conventional and unoriginal to Gods mind so that my thoughts can be adjusted with What God is thinking which is also what God is being that I am also being. I let the Holy Spirit bring my common sense way of thinking as a starting point for growth in Awareness to a higher sense of being or Awareness with in me. I do this by being still and listening for the Truth to speak to me in my mind which now I choose to see it is no longer separate from my mind. The Truth I realize when I let Gods mind fill my mind that there is only one Mind to think with.

So when my thoughts start to take over me in my mind thinking it separate from Gods mind I choose for my peace. I say to my mind that my mind is a part of Gods Mind and I am very Holy. I choose to let the Holy Spirit fill what I call my mind with Gods Mind and with that experience my inseparability with God the Eternal in me.

God is in Everything I see because God is in my Mind. With that I choose to look at everything I see as a way and means of seeing anew differently from the way I saw before. Now everything I see can be use for Gods or the Holy Spirit use. It become a lesson for me in Truth.What is the Truth here that I am not seeing with this pain, with these glasses, with these pills. God is in Everything I see because God is in my Mind. What is the Truth here with these bed bugs and these aches and pains. I will be still and listen for the Truth. When I choose for my peace and i am willing to be still long enough to listen for the Truth then the Truth that is of my Mind that is Gods fills me up and transform my way of seeing into a more true perception of what a thing is for. So my aches and pains and needs become a means for that which is my Holiness to fill and I have no pain any more and I can see more of what God is being in me and in everything there is. There is nothing that is not God or does no return to the Source from whence it came.

We are all drop in the river of Life returning to the Sea, to the Ocean of Being, to our Source of what we already ARE. Thank you and may this blessing bless everyone according to each one need.

Sweet Surrender